Post by Dame Lovisa von Ascheberg on Jan 8, 2015 5:53:59 GMT -5
A vague buzzing sounded somewhere. The noise danced just out of reach of her hearing in a tantalizing display, darting in and out and teasing her with its obscurities. Other sounds came, thick and heavy and appearing as if from a far distance, her ears submerged beneath a thick black sea that muddied all auditory communication. There was a sharp sound, followed by a low clodding sound, a middling hum chasing on its heels soon after sending vibrations across her eardrums.
Awareness came in drips and drabs. First there was her skin, weighty and numb across her bones. Then there was a flash across her lips, the dried skin cracked and splitting as they shifted. Finally there was a sliver of light penetrating the thin membrane over her eyes, a faint reddish tone blooming as her pupils worked beneath the lid. She struggled a bit, and it took a momentous effort to open those eyes long crusted by rheum and other debris: no sooner had she opened them than they snapped shut as the light pierced and stabbed, the groan that attempted to fly from her throat ending in a dry wheezing cough that wracked painfully at her chest.
Buzzing noises began to circulate with varying degrees of urgency, something prodded at her skin and prompted her to move her hand to swat the annoyance away, though she found she was unable to even twitch a finger.
The background humming grew louder and gradually formed into something resembling language, though her muddled brain couldn't piece it together.
Time passed, and she sank beneath the water again.
Why are you here? Because I would join the Knighthood.
Well .. you best be getting on then.
A desiccated, haggard face looked at her from across the room and grinned.
“Matron! Matron! This one is awake!”
Background humming was gripped by clarity and forced into words as her eyes shot open and was greeted by a blessed darkness, shadows touched only by the faint flickering light of a candle that hovered above the bed that held her. Though even that faint light hurt when it came too close, it was manageable and became something that drew her eyes. The face next to the flame was blurry and indistinct at first, but her pupils refocused and sharpened the image. A round feminine face fraught with worry that soon gave way to relief as it became apparent that her patient was at least able to recognize simple shapes.
“Praise be to the Goddess, we thought you would not come back. Sister Alycia said she heard you some days past, but not a peep out of you since then!”
The face smiled, then turned to look at something over her shoulder as another noise came through into clarity, a different shape forming at the side of Lovisa's bed and peering down at her.
“Well now .. ”
This shape was different from the first. Where the former was all soft curves this one was sharp lines, though that did nothing to diminish its femininity. There was a hard beauty about this shape, piercing eyes that stabbed and attempted to peel back her outer layers to read the contents therein. The woman held cold fingertips to Lovisa's throat and the chill ran down her skin, nodding to herself after a moment before leaning in closer to examine her eyes. Satisfied, she pulled away.
“Do you know your own name? Quickly, girl.”
Lovisa opened her mouth and released naught but a dry croak and some dust, the owner of the softer shape fluttering around a bit before a cup filled with water was pressed to her lips and the would-be-knight drank slowly, albeit gratefully, the liquid slipping down her throat like a balm. It took a few moments, some coughing, and more careful applications of water before she was able to deliver an answer that satisfied the sharp woman.
“von Ascheberg. Lovisa von Ascheberg.”
The name clearly meant nothing to the pair, which was hardly surprising.
“Do you remember what you were doing?”
Flashes of memory came with the query. Her horse. The building fallen into disrepair. A spring day and cold water pump. The torches flickering in a breeze that whispered through the gaps in the stone. The undead creature that had sipped at her life.
“The chapel .. I was in the chapel.”
The pair exchanged a glance.
“You were not found in a 'chapel'. Far from it. But that is neither here nor there. Next of kin?”
Lovisa thought of her parents. She thought of her commanding officer at the academy. She thought of Johan. Benjamin. Sweet Karin. She thought of poor Oswin.
“Kythin Steelfang.”
The soft face squealed and earned a shushing noise from the sharp one, who for a moment so brief had gained a troubled expression. Soft face merely flapped her hands a little and leaned towards Lovisa's bedside, her voice cast in a hushed tone as she fished for gossip.
“Your next of kin is Sir Steelfang? He is notorious in these parts! But his lady love is a blonde bard I heard, and your hair is distinctly red. You do not share a name nor familial traits: so what is this Black Knight to you?”
Lovisa's brows furrowed momentarily, a sluggish mind digging painstakingly through her vocabulary until she could dredge up something serviceable.
“He is my .. master.”
The word was sour on her tongue. He was not her commanding officer, she could not term him sergeant nor general and did not know if he was a lord. She was distinctly unfamiliar with the correct form of address and did not know if she had even passed her vigil: clearly something had gone wrong if she had fainted in the Chapel and woke up some time later in a strange bed with strange women at her side. But 'master' was the closest thing she could think of, and until she learned that she had indeed failed to become a squire in any official capacity that would be the word she used.
“Hmm. Hardly kinfolk. Well. I'm sure Sir Steelfang will want his servant back hale and hearty. You should probably get some rest, and we can send a messenger as soon as it is convenient.”
Soft face smiled kindly and patted Lovisa's arm beneath the bed sheet, nodding briefly at the sharp faced woman before she pulled away and bustled off to whatever it was she did when not sitting by a broken woman's bed side. The sharp faced woman watched her leave with a small frown, her face clearing as she returned her gaze to Lovisa with a smile so pressed it was nearly invisible.
“Well. Welcome to the Red Hospice, Lovisa von Ascheberg. I am Matron Cosima, and that was Sister Mariette.”
With that, sharp face – or rather, the Matron – turned and left with the flickering light, everything within Lovisa's line of vision swallowed up by darkness. Shifting slightly, she found that she was able to move her body without expending too much effort, and though her limbs were heavy and took time to respond, they were regaining their mobility. She suspected that it would be a while before she could lift a sword and use it efficiently again. There were so many questions floating through her mind; she had never heard of this 'Red Hospice' before .. though she suspected it was a religious organization of some kind. Soft face – Mariette - had mentioned a goddess, and they referred to each other as 'Sister'. Their clothing had a uniformity about them that seemed nun-like in appearance, or what she expected one to wear in her limited experience. But of course the most important question was, how did she get here and how long had she been in this bed? Grunting, she adjusted herself until she had some semblance of comfort against her pillows, greasy hair then falling across her forehead and tickling at her eyes as she moved. Irritably she lifted her hand and though she almost smacked herself in the face with it, the limb trying its best to be a dead weight, she was able to adjust the errant strands so that they would no longer irritate.
Her nails.
Eyes adjusted gradually to the darkness until she could make out the shape of her hand, the curve of her fingers ending in sharp points. Her fingernails had always troubled her, growing naturally into tapered claws if left to their own devices. Each calender month she painstakingly carved at them with a knife until they resembled the soft rounded tips favoured by others, trying to control one little thing to make herself seem more human, like less of a freak. But what she saw was not the human like stubs shrouded in darkness, but sharpened knives that were several inches long. Just how many days had she spent in this Hospice? They grew as slowly as anyone elses, so to gain this length .. It was a troubling puzzle, and she soon felt the dread brewing in her stomach and climbing up her throat.
There was nothing she could do about it now however, and so she had to settle for taking soft fa .. Sister Mariette's .. sound advice and getting some rest with the hope that in the mornings light the riddle would solve itself. Though she had surely been asleep for some time, with this thought her eyelids grew heavier and her breathing slowed, falling into a natural slumber.
A rich flame billowed from her mouth of its own accord and into the ghoulish creature, lapping at its dead skin and devouring its face, racing down its throat and pathways and scorching its belly. Dry veins crumbled to dust as the creature was sent reeling while the destructive force ravaged and destroyed, the thing collapsing in on itself, a pile of glowing embers left where the husk had fallen.
Light played at the veil of her eyelids and a faint pressure was felt at her chest, stirring her from sleep and eliciting a faint curse from somewhere beside her bed. Lashes fluttered against her cheek as she pulled herself to wakefulness, the familiar candlelight casting queer twisting shadows on the wall that had emigrated from a child’s nightmares. A blurred shape moved at her bedside and into the light, and she recognized the kind soft face of Sister Mariette: but as her eyes met the nuns, that face contorted into a look of pure hatred. The Sister moved and she felt a sharp pain at the inside of her elbow, a glance down showed the woman pulling away with a used syringe in her hand, leaving a trail of blood on the skin, and a wave of dread washed over her – followed by a familiar numbness.
“I thought it was such good luck that you were found and brought here, you know. A convenient comatose. If we kept you alive you could have remained here and keep me indefinitely .. but then you woke up. Not necessarily the end of it all, your road to recovery would be long and riddled with minor setbacks that would eventually lead to your death and I would move on to another. But you had to have connections.”
That final word was hissed between gritted teeth.
“I can not afford for someone like the Black Knight to turn his gaze over the Red Hospice, I finally have everything the way it needs to be, and I have no desire to move again.”
Sister Mariette absently twirled the empty syringe between her fingers, watching the prone woman in the bed as the effects worked their way through her body. It was just like when she had first woken up: her limbs were heavy, dead and leaden, unable to follow the simplest of mental commands. As the Sister ranted on, she willed herself to move .. even the slightest spasm of her fingers .. but not so much as an involuntary hair raise in response to the chill that rippled through her, not even a croak from her lips came forward at her request.
“That message I spoke of? It will not be going anywhere, I will make sure of that. You will be found in the morning, lifeless. Sister Alycia will be so distraught of course, she wanted to learn more about you, our sleeping beauty, the scales on your body .. but the Hospice has always had its share of casualties, tis but the nature of the beast, and things will move on as they always do. Now do get comfortable, and enjoy your last moments. Once the rest of your organs shut down it will be far from pleasant.”
Lovisa would have glared at the woman had she the ability to, but she could merely watch the other woman as she watched over her. She had to curse her luck, it seemed that as soon as she had run into the Black Knight at the Obsidian Heart things had gone from bad to worse: Oswin was dead, she had been discharged from the academy, she had found a new purpose but her first attempt to carry it out had her set upon by some form of undead .. and now, another style of ghoul was slowly killing her.
She should have stayed in Gloaming, her father be damned.
A faint bubbling hiss broke the silence as a low anger grew within the would-be-knight. She felt some sensation return to her skin and her fingers curled against the bedsheets. The look of shock on Sister Mariette's face was priceless, and the brief spike of triumph she felt encouraged the hiss to grow in strength, the sound of water being thrown on the fire and voicing its helplessness as it is utterly decimated.
“What? The poison ..”
She looked down. The cut on Lovisa's arm was bubbling away as if her blood was on fire, the impurities burning away from her body at a steadily growing rate with the cut sealing itself in a whiff of blood tainted steam. She found a rekindled strength in her body and used it to the best of her ability: launching herself from the bed and striking at the shocked Sister.
At least, that had been the plan.
Though the mind was willing, the flesh was weak: months spent unmoving in this bed had wasted her muscles and reduced her endurance and stamina greatly. She no longer had the strength she once enjoyed, and her dexterity was also shot to hell. The haymaker she had intended fell short of its mark for a multitude of reasons, so instead of compacting neatly with Sister Mariette's skull her hand whipped past the shocked woman’s face. But, as a high pitched wordless shriek rebounded off the walls of the Hospice, that was all that was required. Falling back against her pillow with her breath burning her lungs, she found that her fingers were covered with blood and slivers of skin caught beneath her nails, a quick glance confirming what she suspected. She had clawed Sister Mariette like a corned animal.
“YOU WITCH!”
Oh the irony.
The damaged woman pulled her hands from her face, long gashes slicing across the skin with deep cuts splitting her nose, those delicate eyes radiating pain and anger missed by the faintest of hairs. She began shaking – whether out of fear or anger was uncertain – but there wasn't time to speculate as she reached inside her uniform and pulled out a knife, clearly intent to finish the job come hell or high water.
“I don't know what you did, but I can guarantee you will not be doing it a second ti-”
Blood bubbled up from the Sisters lips, her words ending in an almost bewildered cough, glancing down as a scarlet flower blossomed on the front of her chest and just kept on growing. A shove came from behind and the woman fell forward, her skull bouncing off the edge of Lovisa's bed and her body crumpling to the floor with an air of finality. The Matron frowned down at her stilled form, a slight nudge with the toe of her shoe given as she wiped her slender blade on a cloth.
“I take infractions very seriously, 'Sister Mariette'.”
Lovisa just stared.
As light grew on the horizon, Matron Cosima explained that a series of deaths had occurred within the Hospice over the span of a decade, and suspicion had gradually fallen on Sister Mariette. There was never enough evidence to be sure as the woman covered her tracks very well, and her victims had always been people of low rank or without families, so no investigations were called: there was always just enough doubt, just enough to pass it off as bad luck or the natural order taking its hold, and Sister Mariette had also done a lot of good since arriving at the Hospice which had muddied the proceedings. However, when Kythin Steelfangs name had entered the equation, the Matron suspected that Sister Mariette might do something drastic in order to protect herself – it was always easier to dispose of a liability than to endure the scrutiny of the Black Knight – she just had not figured Lovisa's own defences. They still did not know the reason behind her actions, those had likely died with the woman.
Lovisa found the whole thing entirely distasteful, but decided that criticising the Matron on her judgement calls was perhaps unwise, given the current state of her body it would still be some time before she could leave on her own two feet, and the cynical side of her declared there was still a chance that Lovisa herself could 'meet another accident'. Matron Cosima had been accurate with that dagger after all.
“... I would appreciate if that message was sent, please.”
It did not hurt to have some backup, however.
Awareness came in drips and drabs. First there was her skin, weighty and numb across her bones. Then there was a flash across her lips, the dried skin cracked and splitting as they shifted. Finally there was a sliver of light penetrating the thin membrane over her eyes, a faint reddish tone blooming as her pupils worked beneath the lid. She struggled a bit, and it took a momentous effort to open those eyes long crusted by rheum and other debris: no sooner had she opened them than they snapped shut as the light pierced and stabbed, the groan that attempted to fly from her throat ending in a dry wheezing cough that wracked painfully at her chest.
Buzzing noises began to circulate with varying degrees of urgency, something prodded at her skin and prompted her to move her hand to swat the annoyance away, though she found she was unable to even twitch a finger.
The background humming grew louder and gradually formed into something resembling language, though her muddled brain couldn't piece it together.
Time passed, and she sank beneath the water again.
Why are you here? Because I would join the Knighthood.
Well .. you best be getting on then.
A desiccated, haggard face looked at her from across the room and grinned.
“Matron! Matron! This one is awake!”
Background humming was gripped by clarity and forced into words as her eyes shot open and was greeted by a blessed darkness, shadows touched only by the faint flickering light of a candle that hovered above the bed that held her. Though even that faint light hurt when it came too close, it was manageable and became something that drew her eyes. The face next to the flame was blurry and indistinct at first, but her pupils refocused and sharpened the image. A round feminine face fraught with worry that soon gave way to relief as it became apparent that her patient was at least able to recognize simple shapes.
“Praise be to the Goddess, we thought you would not come back. Sister Alycia said she heard you some days past, but not a peep out of you since then!”
The face smiled, then turned to look at something over her shoulder as another noise came through into clarity, a different shape forming at the side of Lovisa's bed and peering down at her.
“Well now .. ”
This shape was different from the first. Where the former was all soft curves this one was sharp lines, though that did nothing to diminish its femininity. There was a hard beauty about this shape, piercing eyes that stabbed and attempted to peel back her outer layers to read the contents therein. The woman held cold fingertips to Lovisa's throat and the chill ran down her skin, nodding to herself after a moment before leaning in closer to examine her eyes. Satisfied, she pulled away.
“Do you know your own name? Quickly, girl.”
Lovisa opened her mouth and released naught but a dry croak and some dust, the owner of the softer shape fluttering around a bit before a cup filled with water was pressed to her lips and the would-be-knight drank slowly, albeit gratefully, the liquid slipping down her throat like a balm. It took a few moments, some coughing, and more careful applications of water before she was able to deliver an answer that satisfied the sharp woman.
“von Ascheberg. Lovisa von Ascheberg.”
The name clearly meant nothing to the pair, which was hardly surprising.
“Do you remember what you were doing?”
Flashes of memory came with the query. Her horse. The building fallen into disrepair. A spring day and cold water pump. The torches flickering in a breeze that whispered through the gaps in the stone. The undead creature that had sipped at her life.
“The chapel .. I was in the chapel.”
The pair exchanged a glance.
“You were not found in a 'chapel'. Far from it. But that is neither here nor there. Next of kin?”
Lovisa thought of her parents. She thought of her commanding officer at the academy. She thought of Johan. Benjamin. Sweet Karin. She thought of poor Oswin.
“Kythin Steelfang.”
The soft face squealed and earned a shushing noise from the sharp one, who for a moment so brief had gained a troubled expression. Soft face merely flapped her hands a little and leaned towards Lovisa's bedside, her voice cast in a hushed tone as she fished for gossip.
“Your next of kin is Sir Steelfang? He is notorious in these parts! But his lady love is a blonde bard I heard, and your hair is distinctly red. You do not share a name nor familial traits: so what is this Black Knight to you?”
Lovisa's brows furrowed momentarily, a sluggish mind digging painstakingly through her vocabulary until she could dredge up something serviceable.
“He is my .. master.”
The word was sour on her tongue. He was not her commanding officer, she could not term him sergeant nor general and did not know if he was a lord. She was distinctly unfamiliar with the correct form of address and did not know if she had even passed her vigil: clearly something had gone wrong if she had fainted in the Chapel and woke up some time later in a strange bed with strange women at her side. But 'master' was the closest thing she could think of, and until she learned that she had indeed failed to become a squire in any official capacity that would be the word she used.
“Hmm. Hardly kinfolk. Well. I'm sure Sir Steelfang will want his servant back hale and hearty. You should probably get some rest, and we can send a messenger as soon as it is convenient.”
Soft face smiled kindly and patted Lovisa's arm beneath the bed sheet, nodding briefly at the sharp faced woman before she pulled away and bustled off to whatever it was she did when not sitting by a broken woman's bed side. The sharp faced woman watched her leave with a small frown, her face clearing as she returned her gaze to Lovisa with a smile so pressed it was nearly invisible.
“Well. Welcome to the Red Hospice, Lovisa von Ascheberg. I am Matron Cosima, and that was Sister Mariette.”
With that, sharp face – or rather, the Matron – turned and left with the flickering light, everything within Lovisa's line of vision swallowed up by darkness. Shifting slightly, she found that she was able to move her body without expending too much effort, and though her limbs were heavy and took time to respond, they were regaining their mobility. She suspected that it would be a while before she could lift a sword and use it efficiently again. There were so many questions floating through her mind; she had never heard of this 'Red Hospice' before .. though she suspected it was a religious organization of some kind. Soft face – Mariette - had mentioned a goddess, and they referred to each other as 'Sister'. Their clothing had a uniformity about them that seemed nun-like in appearance, or what she expected one to wear in her limited experience. But of course the most important question was, how did she get here and how long had she been in this bed? Grunting, she adjusted herself until she had some semblance of comfort against her pillows, greasy hair then falling across her forehead and tickling at her eyes as she moved. Irritably she lifted her hand and though she almost smacked herself in the face with it, the limb trying its best to be a dead weight, she was able to adjust the errant strands so that they would no longer irritate.
Her nails.
Eyes adjusted gradually to the darkness until she could make out the shape of her hand, the curve of her fingers ending in sharp points. Her fingernails had always troubled her, growing naturally into tapered claws if left to their own devices. Each calender month she painstakingly carved at them with a knife until they resembled the soft rounded tips favoured by others, trying to control one little thing to make herself seem more human, like less of a freak. But what she saw was not the human like stubs shrouded in darkness, but sharpened knives that were several inches long. Just how many days had she spent in this Hospice? They grew as slowly as anyone elses, so to gain this length .. It was a troubling puzzle, and she soon felt the dread brewing in her stomach and climbing up her throat.
There was nothing she could do about it now however, and so she had to settle for taking soft fa .. Sister Mariette's .. sound advice and getting some rest with the hope that in the mornings light the riddle would solve itself. Though she had surely been asleep for some time, with this thought her eyelids grew heavier and her breathing slowed, falling into a natural slumber.
A rich flame billowed from her mouth of its own accord and into the ghoulish creature, lapping at its dead skin and devouring its face, racing down its throat and pathways and scorching its belly. Dry veins crumbled to dust as the creature was sent reeling while the destructive force ravaged and destroyed, the thing collapsing in on itself, a pile of glowing embers left where the husk had fallen.
Light played at the veil of her eyelids and a faint pressure was felt at her chest, stirring her from sleep and eliciting a faint curse from somewhere beside her bed. Lashes fluttered against her cheek as she pulled herself to wakefulness, the familiar candlelight casting queer twisting shadows on the wall that had emigrated from a child’s nightmares. A blurred shape moved at her bedside and into the light, and she recognized the kind soft face of Sister Mariette: but as her eyes met the nuns, that face contorted into a look of pure hatred. The Sister moved and she felt a sharp pain at the inside of her elbow, a glance down showed the woman pulling away with a used syringe in her hand, leaving a trail of blood on the skin, and a wave of dread washed over her – followed by a familiar numbness.
“I thought it was such good luck that you were found and brought here, you know. A convenient comatose. If we kept you alive you could have remained here and keep me indefinitely .. but then you woke up. Not necessarily the end of it all, your road to recovery would be long and riddled with minor setbacks that would eventually lead to your death and I would move on to another. But you had to have connections.”
That final word was hissed between gritted teeth.
“I can not afford for someone like the Black Knight to turn his gaze over the Red Hospice, I finally have everything the way it needs to be, and I have no desire to move again.”
Sister Mariette absently twirled the empty syringe between her fingers, watching the prone woman in the bed as the effects worked their way through her body. It was just like when she had first woken up: her limbs were heavy, dead and leaden, unable to follow the simplest of mental commands. As the Sister ranted on, she willed herself to move .. even the slightest spasm of her fingers .. but not so much as an involuntary hair raise in response to the chill that rippled through her, not even a croak from her lips came forward at her request.
“That message I spoke of? It will not be going anywhere, I will make sure of that. You will be found in the morning, lifeless. Sister Alycia will be so distraught of course, she wanted to learn more about you, our sleeping beauty, the scales on your body .. but the Hospice has always had its share of casualties, tis but the nature of the beast, and things will move on as they always do. Now do get comfortable, and enjoy your last moments. Once the rest of your organs shut down it will be far from pleasant.”
Lovisa would have glared at the woman had she the ability to, but she could merely watch the other woman as she watched over her. She had to curse her luck, it seemed that as soon as she had run into the Black Knight at the Obsidian Heart things had gone from bad to worse: Oswin was dead, she had been discharged from the academy, she had found a new purpose but her first attempt to carry it out had her set upon by some form of undead .. and now, another style of ghoul was slowly killing her.
She should have stayed in Gloaming, her father be damned.
A faint bubbling hiss broke the silence as a low anger grew within the would-be-knight. She felt some sensation return to her skin and her fingers curled against the bedsheets. The look of shock on Sister Mariette's face was priceless, and the brief spike of triumph she felt encouraged the hiss to grow in strength, the sound of water being thrown on the fire and voicing its helplessness as it is utterly decimated.
“What? The poison ..”
She looked down. The cut on Lovisa's arm was bubbling away as if her blood was on fire, the impurities burning away from her body at a steadily growing rate with the cut sealing itself in a whiff of blood tainted steam. She found a rekindled strength in her body and used it to the best of her ability: launching herself from the bed and striking at the shocked Sister.
At least, that had been the plan.
Though the mind was willing, the flesh was weak: months spent unmoving in this bed had wasted her muscles and reduced her endurance and stamina greatly. She no longer had the strength she once enjoyed, and her dexterity was also shot to hell. The haymaker she had intended fell short of its mark for a multitude of reasons, so instead of compacting neatly with Sister Mariette's skull her hand whipped past the shocked woman’s face. But, as a high pitched wordless shriek rebounded off the walls of the Hospice, that was all that was required. Falling back against her pillow with her breath burning her lungs, she found that her fingers were covered with blood and slivers of skin caught beneath her nails, a quick glance confirming what she suspected. She had clawed Sister Mariette like a corned animal.
“YOU WITCH!”
Oh the irony.
The damaged woman pulled her hands from her face, long gashes slicing across the skin with deep cuts splitting her nose, those delicate eyes radiating pain and anger missed by the faintest of hairs. She began shaking – whether out of fear or anger was uncertain – but there wasn't time to speculate as she reached inside her uniform and pulled out a knife, clearly intent to finish the job come hell or high water.
“I don't know what you did, but I can guarantee you will not be doing it a second ti-”
Blood bubbled up from the Sisters lips, her words ending in an almost bewildered cough, glancing down as a scarlet flower blossomed on the front of her chest and just kept on growing. A shove came from behind and the woman fell forward, her skull bouncing off the edge of Lovisa's bed and her body crumpling to the floor with an air of finality. The Matron frowned down at her stilled form, a slight nudge with the toe of her shoe given as she wiped her slender blade on a cloth.
“I take infractions very seriously, 'Sister Mariette'.”
Lovisa just stared.
As light grew on the horizon, Matron Cosima explained that a series of deaths had occurred within the Hospice over the span of a decade, and suspicion had gradually fallen on Sister Mariette. There was never enough evidence to be sure as the woman covered her tracks very well, and her victims had always been people of low rank or without families, so no investigations were called: there was always just enough doubt, just enough to pass it off as bad luck or the natural order taking its hold, and Sister Mariette had also done a lot of good since arriving at the Hospice which had muddied the proceedings. However, when Kythin Steelfangs name had entered the equation, the Matron suspected that Sister Mariette might do something drastic in order to protect herself – it was always easier to dispose of a liability than to endure the scrutiny of the Black Knight – she just had not figured Lovisa's own defences. They still did not know the reason behind her actions, those had likely died with the woman.
Lovisa found the whole thing entirely distasteful, but decided that criticising the Matron on her judgement calls was perhaps unwise, given the current state of her body it would still be some time before she could leave on her own two feet, and the cynical side of her declared there was still a chance that Lovisa herself could 'meet another accident'. Matron Cosima had been accurate with that dagger after all.
“... I would appreciate if that message was sent, please.”
It did not hurt to have some backup, however.